Transforming Tikbalang: Soul Wounds, Demons & Coming Home [PATREON EXCERPT]

CW/TW: discussion of violence, trauma, suicidality, self-harm, mental illness, and oppression . . . INTRODUCTION I’m writing this article because I’d like to offer some insight and suggestions for recovery and re-rooting from a spiritwork and healing justice lens. I’ll also be alluding to concepts found in Generative Somatics (Staci K. Haines) and Cultural Somatics […]

Oppression Demons [Patreon Post Excerpt]

CW/TW: oppression This article is divided into the following sections: Background Oppression Demons & Their Patterns Rituals to Transform Oppression Demons Background I’ve been receiving visions and dreams on Oppression Demons for as long as I can remember. Starhawk’s book Truth or Dare was also very helpful in understanding how they work. Though this article […]

Community Demons [Patreon Post Excerpt]

CW/TW: aswang, community demons, trauma, abuse, oppression (If you have questions about this article, join me during my livestream chat in the Kinaban Discord Server on Saturday, May 30th, 1pm EST.) This article is divided into the following sections: Background What are the demons of community, and how are they different from the demons of […]

Spiritwork & Justice: Maintaining the Balance [Patreon Post Excerpt]

CW/TW: sickness, wrongdoing/transgression, colonialism, ableism/saneism, disability [Portions of this article was previously posted on Facebook May 31, 2018] Debt has so many connotations in North America/the West, as so much of our modern capitalist society runs on debt, on money that is owed, instead of money that is already generated. For many, including myself, it […]

Soul Wounds & Personal Demons [Patreon Post Excerpt]

CW/TW: discussions around trauma, soul wounds, intrusive thoughts, personal demons, mental illness, healing journeys I remember when a lilt in someone’s tone, a certain phrase, a touch on the “wrong” part of my skin would feel like the sky crashing down. Sometimes I would be hurtled backwards through time, images and sounds booming through my […]

Poem: Lessons in Unprofitability

This is what I learned you start off full of excitement and hope finally! something that you believe in! finally! something that can help people! finally! something… just but underneath it all is weeping relief that says “finally, I’m gonna be saved” This is what I learned next, you think it’s about your resume not […]